What I Hate

You know what I hate?I hate when you put your time, effort, heart, and trust into someone and they throw it up.I hate when you reach that time when you realize that you're not going to get any sleep that night.I hate when you get excited over something, and something else completely ruins it.I hate when I'm lonely.I hate being here.I've hated it for a while.Why does God hate my death?I'm ready to accept it.No biggie...

I'm a...

I'm a stitch away from making itAnd a scar away from falling apart, apartBlood cells pixelateAnd eyes dilateAnd the full moon pills got me out on the street at nightCut it looseWatch you work the roomCut it looseWatch you work the roomCut it looseWatch you work the roomCut it looseWatch you work the room

I can't explain th...

I can't explain this feelingI think about it everydayAnd even though we've moved on,It gets so hard toWalk away, Wlak away

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So I haven't updated in forever. I wanna write in here everyday, and I always think of things to say but I never do. Happy Easter everyone. Tonight Becca and I are hanging out. I'm excited. I miss her everytime we're not together. My spring break's been ok so far. I wanna hang out with Mike again. We have so much fun there. I'm also really excited about the band performing at the talent show. We're awesome, screw Mrs. Krick and Mr. Kershaw.I have the biggest headache, and I don't know why.

Changes

So I've made some serious changes recently and I don't like it. Some are good but I feel like I'm changing myself too fast and I'm so confused. I don't know who I am.Crit and I made up which makes me sooo happy. I missed her sooooooo bad.Becca and I are dating, she's amazing.I got into UArts and they're giving me $7,000 a year.But on the other hand, old things that were in my life are gone. And I don't know how I feel about that. It's just...weird...

This may ne...

This may never start.We could fall apart.And I'd be your memory.Lost your sense of fear. Feelings insincere.Can I be your memory?So get back, back, back to where we lasted.Just like I imagine.I could never feel this way.So get back, back, back to the disaster.My heart's beating faster.Holding on to feel the same.